We still hurt everyday. We go through a range of emotions, but the anger and sorrow can be so overwhelming. We all miss Isaac so very much. We are planning a little party for Madison, and having a few little friends around. We will think of Isaac all day, as we do every day, but we want Madison to have it as her day of joy. We will remember Isaac more formally on his anniversary. We have got a special candle to light whilst we have a quiet moment of reflection. Phil has had a tribute to Isaac tattooed on his shoulder. It is a Chinese dragon with six roses, signifying Isaac being born and dying in the year of the dragon, and the six white roses he had on his coffin. Madison likes it, so we think Isaac would too.